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[personal profile] valzyrys 2023-05-22 08:03 am (UTC)(link)
[ Candles flicker overhead. Their guide only pauses once to look over his shoulder, uncertain if he should be disapproving or if he should leave the strangers to their foreign conversation. Ultimately he doesn't interrupt, and merely continues to lead the Targaryens towards the wing of the hold with private quarters.

Daemon considers shoving Aemond into a wall and getting into a fight just here, in a hallway.

It'd be funny.

Instead, serenely, ]
If anything's worth doing it's worth holding the record.

[ Including getting banished. But Daemon thinks he's technically tied with Maegor, alas. ]

I wasn't banished, after her wedding. I chose to leave Westeros.

[ Viserys never actually followed through on anything even though his marriage to Laena was unsanctioned. What was he going to do, banish them to Essos? Too late. Surely his small council seethed, but even then, Viserys was simply too avoidant to do anything about it. (Maybe, if his brother asked him to return, he would have. But they'll never know.) ]

You learned the same lesson I did, you just took a different path. You gained no more recognition through obedience than I did from deviation. That must be very frustrating.
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[personal profile] valzyrys 2023-05-23 06:14 am (UTC)(link)
[ Tragic, that every time Aemond has Daemon in a position where he's utterly defenseless, it's in some kind of nonsense moment like waddling away from a bath or in a hallway with a witness.

Because he does get him. WHAM, the book connects and Daemon staggers and their guide shouts in alarm. It's not like a mummer's puppet play, he does not keel over unconscious, he merely has his ears ringing and the kind of impact burn that lets him know he'll have a headache for two days. He's swearing luridly with a paradoxical rasp of laughter in his voice as the native tarnished man rounds on Aemond, hollering about behaving, bringing the sound of clanging armor to all ears present as others are roused to the commotionβ€” ]


Oh, let him off, [ the elder prince says, despite being bent at a funny angle still, one hand at the back of his head. Fuck, that hurt. Crosstalk, clangclangclang of a knight coming down the corridor after them, muddled chaos in a tight space. ]

He's just sore over figuring out his life was meaningless. But we've all been there, haven't we, gentlemen.

[ If it had been the side of a sword, Daemon would be headless right now. Alas. Still talking. ]
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[personal profile] valzyrys 2023-05-26 07:06 am (UTC)(link)
[ Little cunt. Daemon's going to have such a knot on the back of his head.

It is funny, though.

The miniature pile-on doesn't seem to concern Daemon as he straightens up properly, not bothering to hide his wince. Despite it, there's no mistaking the look in his eyes: though Aemond got a stellar and comical hit in, he hasn't managed to get under his uncle's skin. Daemon has learned to eat his own emotions, and it's been many years since he's flown off the handle for anything less thanβ€”

(Well. Doesn't matter any more. Rhaenyra and her insecurities are far away. Wearing her rightful crown. He will hope eternal, no matter how they ended, that she's able to maintain her throne without him enforcing her will.) ]


Your sorcerer had the wrong impression of us, [ he chuckles, addressing the beleaguered knights. ] But we'll keep peace. I will, anyway. Hopefully you have enough of a buffer between chambers so I don't have to sleep with one eye open.

[ A pause, as if he's going to say something else, and then he makes a faux-apologetic face and closes his mouth.

He doesn't have to say the one eye joke out loud, does he? ]
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[personal profile] valzyrys 2023-05-27 06:42 am (UTC)(link)
[ It says something about this world, their new home of the Lands Between, that there's no reaction from the peanut gallery about the implication that Daemon was like his brother (whoever that may be) to fuck him. Apparently that doesn't rank on the chart of relative weirdness, which is an interesting cultural note to jot down; doing so buffers the very real irritation Aemond manage to inspire in him with the barb.

A retort fills his lungs but dies behind his teeth. Aemond should take care when speaking of brothers. He traverses thin hypocritical ice.

Daemon looks at his nephew with a particular temperature in his eyes. Obvious that something has landed, though what it's elicited is harder to divineβ€” angry, predatory, a mixture? He offers no further verbal clues. He'd feel gratified by a full blown fight here, but he doesn't want to give Aemond the satisfaction of having set him off.

Not yet, anyway. There may come a time (perhaps soon) where he decides it's just as gratifying for himself to give in and take a fucking swing. There's something delightful about it, in a twisted way, to be on the receiving end of his own brand of instigation.

Instead of any of that: ]


He's had a long day.

[ Gracious. ]

Of course, we both have. Why don't you continue with my nephew, I'm happy to wait.

[ Go ahead and have first crack at picking a room, kiddo. Uncle Fuckface will hang out and twiddle his thumbs in the meantime. ]
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[personal profile] valzyrys 2023-06-04 03:41 am (UTC)(link)
[ If only he'd kept the book he used to assault his uncle. So many pages.

Daemon visits his room, and he minds his manners. The jagged edges beneath his polite smiles seem very apparent to some and completely invisible to others; more of a mix than he's used to, but that's fine. (He has no choice but to accept it all as fine.)

Days in the Lands Between are vague, no matter how pitch black nights are. They are even more vague here. He occupies himself and it could be for hours, or fucking weeks. He talks, he collects, he finds out precisely where his nephew's quarters are. For safety, you see. Wouldn't want to go wandering into the wrong neighborhood. Of course, of course, very understandable and proactive. (His nephew, he said?) (They seem royal, you know how those cunts are.) (Yes, well.)

There is a man poring over scrolls and books who is interested in the language they spoke to each other upon their arrival; Daemon is coy. There is a witch dealing in fucking corpses; Daemon is sympathetic. All manner of oddities, blacksmiths, gamblers, would-be heroes, a man who dies before his eyes, sitting in a corner and turning to golden dust. He buys a potion for a promise, and drinks it.

A funny tale. Sipping dreams. It'll be on his mouth for a whileβ€”

Knock knock.

No armor, his hair down, black linen and leather. Daemon is leaning against the stone relief that decorates the door to Aemond's chamber. He looks very placid. ]


I thought you might like to get it out of your system.
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[personal profile] valzyrys 2023-06-28 05:13 am (UTC)(link)
[ Daemon allowed himself to arrive with no expectations, and so, the tiny signs of flustered nerves he sees on Aemond are curious. In a vacuum, he's charming; a bookish academic who houses enough rage to have successfully commanded a mourning dragon.

A shame that context looms so large.

He steps inside, unavoidably predatory despite the casual way he's put himself together. There's just always something like that about Daemonβ€” even in domestic situations, he has an air of recently retrained wild animal about him. This place is no exception, and though he's treating this mysterious castle like he's at home on Dragonstone carrying on practically in socked feet, he is still approaching an opponent in his own bolthole without fear. Inherently threatening. But Aemond's got a book on hand, so. ]


Do you want to try?

[ Killing him. Might be fun.

Still no fear as he draws close, and closer, right in Aemond's face if his nephew doesn't shy away. He doesn't think he will, though. He thinks the younger prince will stubbornly hold his ground even if he thinks Daemon might attack him.

The door is closed behind him. He reaches out to grasp Aemond by his hip and jerk him forward, chest to chest. ]


Well?

[ He kisses him. ]
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[personal profile] valzyrys 2023-07-16 09:13 am (UTC)(link)
[ A desperate return, and vicious denial. Mixed singles, little dragon. Daemon doesn't back away, and after a moment of appraising the angry, heated tension that wracks his nephew, he slips his other arm around him, in more of a cradle than a hold, palm flat and drawing up his spine. The hand at his hip remains almost punishing, fixing him in place, but the rest of him is supple. Defying the awfulness of their predicament as if it doesn't bother himβ€” No, Aemond should know by now that it does bother him, no matter what he displays. Rather, Daemon is refusing to let anything have power over him. Any fate, kind, world, can break him, and if Daemon looks bored, then it never actually touched him in the first place.

Fuck you, in his own way. ]


I know. [ Close against Aemond's mouth. He knows, he knows about everything; it is exhausting, it is maddening. ] Let it pass through you for a moment.

[ They are all meant for this, all of them of their blood; Aegon the Conqueror only truly found it in his bastard half-brother, Viserys found it in his cousin, maybe Aemond found it in his sister, or displaced the boiling call of blood onto his mother, who even now might be throwing herself out of a window or kowtowing to Rhaenyra.

Has Daemon ever really found it? He still doesn't know. He loved Laena, he loved Rhaenyra, he loved Viserys.

Close, closer, and he kisses his nephew again, pushing past the sharp grab of his fingers. ]


Make me bleed this way, if you have to, [ is breathed against his mouth. Hands curl closer. He doesn't budge.

(Daemon doesn't know what the potion will to, if anything. To him or to Aemond. He felt dizzy for a few moments, then nothing; perhaps they will see something shared, perhaps it will be nothing, perhaps they'll both go mad with a curse.) ]
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[personal profile] valzyrys 2023-07-19 03:58 am (UTC)(link)
[ In a way, Daemon and Aemond want the same thing. A part of Daemon longs to let go, to react the way he did when he was younger and worse, free and unchecked. There must be a release like none other to be completely unhinged, even if it were over rage. Perhaps even especially over rage.

His emotions have been truncated again and again; Daemon wants to be listened to, and he wants to be honest, and he has run into endless punishment for what feels like simply existing. Quiet obedience was rejected, screaming rebellion was rejected, laughter was rejected. Asking, begging, demanding, all met with stone. Distant bitterness is the last refuge he has.

A bitterness which doesn't translate strongly to the taste in his mouth, which fades as the kiss melts from the initial clash into a proper one. It does nothing, apparentlyβ€” but that's fine, Daemon would have come to pester him regardless. He hadn't known what he was going to do right up until pushing the door open.

(It's a dream potion, you idiot, you have to be asleep.)

A thread of tension unwinds as he licks into his nephew's mouth, curling his tongue against his, gently but firmly sinking into hedonistic sensation. He's not sure if he'd actually rather do this than fight, but it satisfies a buzzing in his head that's on a different pitch than violence. Blood aches for blood, and they are the last. ]
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[personal profile] valzyrys 2023-08-04 12:17 am (UTC)(link)
[ What a fantasy, unconditional love. Daemon would like to think he's offered it to plenty of people in his lifeβ€” and maybe he has, maybe that's just one more tragedy, that he's loved fully and despite flaws and betrayals and rejections. Too bad, that he must love a stone, and too bad, that his love is so fucking corrosive. When Rhaenyra ordered him out of King's Landing, he loved her still; when he went to his death, he loved her still. He hated her, too, but hate has never done a thing to dampen love for Daemon.

Does he love her now?

Aemond's kiss grows fiercer and Daemon meets him, holding him close and letting him sway forward, tolerating the bloodletting. (Barely-there, the finest scar bisecting his lower lip, the promise of his final marriage.) He can feel the fire in him and the gravity of his need, like a drowning child clawing at a rescuer to unwittingly sabotage. He rewards his nephew with a grunt that's as much ouch as it is enjoyment. He breaks the kiss for a moment to drag in a breath, and to let blood well on the little wound, to give Aemond more of the copper-tasting redness when he crushes their mouths together again.

Held by someone who hates him. Everything is so twisted and ruined, perhaps it's love, and he just has to hate more to get through to the other side. Daemon thinks of progressing this, distantly calculating the odds of success vs embarrassment, and realizes with bleak humor that it'll be no issue. But of course. Desperation has taken root in him, too. ]
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[personal profile] valzyrys 2023-08-08 02:36 am (UTC)(link)
[ Daemon gives his nephew's side a cheeky pinch when he chews on his lip like that; an automatic movement, comfortable with physical intimacy, that puts in mind the fact that he's had paramours, lovers and wives for twice as long as Aemond's been alive. Wrong for Aemond on every level except the one that compels the mostβ€” the blood of the dragon overriding everything, demanding, intoxicating.

(Screwing around with another of his brother's children. If only you hadn't denied me, Viserys.)

He keeps a hand on Aemond, following him, observing the heading. Doesn't show it, but he's surprised that the younger prince is so immediately intentβ€” perhaps he expected a little more blood, or a denial.

But all of that is tiring. ]


Shall we be bosom friends in the morning instead? [ Just as quiet, but wry. Be Reasonable, Kiddo. Neither of them believe they're boyfriends now. ] A gamble. Who wakes up first? You have your youth and your studiousness, perhaps you're an early riser.

[ His hand moves from Aemond's side to the small of his back, encroaching on his space again. No better time for a throttling than any given morning after. ]
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[personal profile] valzyrys 2023-08-09 07:41 am (UTC)(link)
Difficult to tell, here.

[ Dead-but-not. Days seem dull even at high noon with no clouds, even with the glowing gold tree stretched out all over them; the night is dark and full of terrors, yes, but it seems so often to differentiate less than it should. How long does he sleep? How deep?

This is a piss-poor idea. Daemon should leave, even if Aemond doesn't kick him out. He should hook his consciousness into a way to make it about using the younger man, but of course it doesn't take. No handles on this blade, just two sharp ends, and they've both got a hold on it like fucking idiots.

It'd be better if he was thinking of Viserys.

Better, too, probably, if he would just unstick himself and contribute to the forward momentum of this stupidity. Pitch them further into the fire that they want, start peeling skin and bone back to get to the heart, where he's sure they're both rotten.

Instead there's another hurdle to set out. ]


You'll have to ask me to stay.

[ Or he won't.

Different kinds of monsters. Daemon works in a particular way. ]
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[personal profile] valzyrys 2023-08-11 06:48 am (UTC)(link)
[ Making it worse is an art form. Aemond has only indulged through burning the riverlands. He deserves to see just how deep and intimate the self-sabotage well can go.

A huff, sighlike, and Daemon slides his hand up over his nephew's front to low on his throat, not grabbing him, but holding himβ€” somewhere in between tender and electric, looking into that lone eye and its gruesome scar that slips over the confines of its patch. (Ha ha. Luc got him good.) ]


I do. [ Higher, thumb against Aemond's lower lip. ] I want you to say that you want me to stay in your room, and fuck you. And I want to believe you.

[ It'd be funny, if the only thing he ever learns from his uncle being enthusiastic consent is erotic. He's not thinking of all the rumors about Aegon, or if the witch poisoned Aemond to make him fuck her. This is just what Daemon prefers, on account of his own long and strange history of experiences.

A little humorous, then. Like they're sharing a secret joke: ]


How often do any of us get what we want?

[ What'll it be? Deny him for the evening? Pocket this experience to ask for something later? Find something satisfying right here and now? ]

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